Day 8: A song that match my mood

Currently my mood is very worse
The song that very match my mood

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

Realize, realize
realize, realize

This song is called Realize from Colbie Caillat
Everyone dont understand
But you thought you understand very well

Perhaps you understand but
One thing you all dont undertsand
You all dont understand the story behind the stories
You all never think from my side why I acted like that

Do you think I try to run away?
No...Actually I just dont want others see my tear drop out from my eye
So I choose to turn back and say good bye

Do you know tears come out from my eye
Because when you all keep telling me something
My heart keep saying is not like what you all think

So many thing I cant say out
And I just cant control my tear to come out.
Do you realize?

Day 6: A photo of an animal you'd love to keep as a pet

I think quite long for this topic

An animal I love to keep as a pet

Before I chose dog as my pet, I chose dolphin as my pet

But I still more prefer little dog as my pet...=)

I love dog so much and I just scare about sometime

I never have any pet before...

My home just have fishes and bird

My mum just not allow to have a dog because hard to take care

And also in my family, my dad, me and my sister

Our noses is very sensitive

so not animal with fur allowed in house

and no teddy bear or dolls with fur in my room

I just hope someday I can have a dog as my pet

What kind of dog I love

Let's see

Da lahhhh....

Is golden retriever

Dog just can be partner with human

They can swim, show the way the person who blind, gather all the goats in a firm

they also very talent in learning

Have you heard some stories that dog save people?

Thats really awesome

Try to imagine every day in the morning

Your dog can help you wake up

when you go back home they help you get the slipper

Feel good when a dog help you a favour

Sometimes dog just smarter and more attentive

Sometime when people sick they also can take care us...=)

When you feel sad

Of course you can express you feeling to a dog

Sometimes they can be good listener

Any secret or story you can just tell them

You wont know whether actually they can understand or not

But they just willing to listen and stay beside you

Sometime dog just so cute

They can open refrigerator themselves

when they hungry they just wait in front they bowl and plate

Just tell you that "Time to feed me now">.<

Sometime dog also very gluttonous

They will pop their head on the table or hide under the table

Just hope you can share some food with them

Life with dog also very happy

You can jogging with them in the evening

You help them bath to keep clean

Just play with them

When you see they sad or bore

You will try to ask the dog why you feel sad

Just like talk to a person

But different is they cant tell us

However, someday they perhaps they will be missing or leaving us

May be they kidnapped or lost someway( but impossible lost because they can find back their own)

Or may be they feel is time they need to leave us

So, they hide themselves and waiting to leave this world

They just dont want us to see they die...

Dog is a peer of human..=)

This is what I believe

Day 5: A picture of something I want to do before I die

This is what I want to do before I die
This is called sugar cube
Sugar Cube is a message that you wish to tell someone
Just write it on a piece of paper and put inside an envelope

I want to write it to my family, friend and the one I love
Of course, I will say how much I love them
And I not going to hide from them that I want to die soon
Because that's is the most selfish thing in my life
I can say:" I love you" to all of them
But if I hide it and they no chance to tell me what they wish to tell me
How cruel to them..>.<

The last moment in my life
I think have much more thing I wish to say
Perhaps something I dont dare to speak
Before I die, I will say it our no matter what.

I never tell my family especially my parent I love them
But I wish to tell them I really love them so much
I still remember when I arrived airport at Sandakan after half year I didnt go back
There were so many students who study far away came back to celebrate new year
When I saw my mum, my mum just put up my shoulder and help me to carry my luggage
And she told me when she's waiting me, she saw a girl just hug her mum when she saw her mum
I can imagined how touch the picture is...
But I just did nothing.. Should I felt guilty that time?
However, my mind clearly know that I love them...

Beside that, my best friends
Perhaps I dont have treat you all well but I hope my friends will still remember me after I die
June, perhaps I will go shopping with you
Because you always complain I wont shopping with you
And I promise that time I wont spoil your shopping mood..LOL

And the last one is the person that I love
Guess what I missed several chance to tell a guy that I like him since long time ago
Me, as a girl will think girl is not suppose to say out my love
I should wait the boy to say it to me
Beside that, huge courage is needed
But waiting, waiting and waiting... I missed the chance
I always just can have a crush on someone
I can only looking him quietly but I cant say out I like him
Perhaps when I'm going to die, I will say it out
How fool am I..LOL

Sugar Cube represent what I gonna to say to them
A long long stories from the beginning I know them until now
I will able to flash back every single moment I be with them
Happy, sad, angry etc
When I die, a smile will put on my face..=)

Day 4: My favorite photograph of my best friend

This is my favorite picture...=)
From left to right is Me, Pui Shan, Wing Kei, Suk Kuen and Nyek Fong
This pictures took during Form 5
We need to do "Amali" for Pendidikan Moral
Therefore, we went to Sepilok Orang Utan Rehabilitation Center cleaning up the environment there

This is not the last pictures we all take together..
The last time we 5 all took pictures together is in 2009 before I went to Labuan to continue my study
We went a shop and took many 大头贴
Too bad I didnt bring it to Penang...

After Form 5, we all go different direction...
Six years friendship past so fast...
Last year, three of them had serious big quarrel and one of them had leave out our friendship
Although now I seldom contact with her but I still admitted she is my best friend
I hope one day, we still can smile and talk with each other when we have chance to meet up

Still remember during high school,
we all usually go tuition together, climbing a hill to reach the tuition place
Every time we will celebrate who birthday together
During exam, We had cheated together before
We hang out, study and only 5 of us take BC in SPM

I still remember that time, I and one of my best friend, Suk Kuen promised with each other
If we still single in the future, then we both buy a house and live together at the rest of life
We promised become “老姑婆” together..LOL
However, now they all have their own partner
Only me still single...
Even though now when they want to celebrate their birthday, they prefer to celebrate with their boyfriend that day
This is the reality...

Perhaps one day we still can hang out together although now we go different way
I wish this picture is not the last picture we took together..=)

Day 3: My Idea of Prefect First Date

Day 3: My idea of prefect first date
So interesting topic.. =P
So many imagination inside my mind..LOL

If I want to go out with the boy I like
Perhaps we still not in boy girl relationship
But I believe after the first date
We become closer and start our love journey

Prefect First Date ❤
I would like to go Genting one day
I want to take a long journey to Genting by bus with him
On the way, we can chat happily, talking about what we want to do for whole day
So exciting...

One thing I must bring is my camera
I want to take many many pictures between both of us
After reached Genting theme park
we start play outdoor games
Play pirate ship, visit ghost house, merry-go-ground, roller coaster etc

After played in Genting,

We can go to the zoo or aquarium
Watching animals and little fishes

Before we go for dinner,
We go to photo studio
Take photo with him?
No, I want to print all the pictures that I took...=)
During dinner, we can share the happiness for the whole day

At night, I want to go to beach.
We can sit beside the sea
Watching star and listening the sound of wave
We just sit there quietly, no need to talk much

First date is always the most memorable day
No need any surprise
Just enjoy the first moment we are holding our hands together..=)

Day 2: My Favorite Movie

Talk about movie, I really watched a lot of movie.
The type of movie that I like something thriller or science etc.
The movie that can attract me the most to watch is Vampire or fantastic that not exist in reality
Sound weird right...=)

Seriously, I doesnt have any special favorite movie.
So. I post this late.
This movie is so touched. I recommend you all watch this movie
Must watch!!
I just know the chinese name for this movie: 我的女友是机器人
Sorry for that...

I watched this movie when Im studying matriculation
And I didnt know why I accidentally downloaded this movie
Then I just watched it alone in my room

The guy in this movie is really a noob
He just met this robot girl and live with her...

At the end, he fall in love with her
However, what make him so sad is he fall in love with a robot which is no heart

When you fall in love with someone,
But when you tell in front him or her:" I love you"
However, him or her doesnt feel anything
He or she just watching at you.
How pain the feeling is...

Although the robot girl is not heart but she sacrifice herself to save the boy in the end.

Humorous and romantic story

The story still fresh in my mind now.

So, dont forget to watch this movie when you have chance...=)
Must watch!! Must watch!!

Day 1: My Favourite Song

When I saw this topic, I keep thinking which song is my favourite song

I like to listen song when Im doing my stuff, assignment or even studying.

No matter old song and latest song in mandrain, cantonese or english.

Sometimes different mood I would like to pick some special song to listen

But that part I would like to share on day 8..=)

After think deeply, I finally chose two songs that I like very much

"This Is Me" and " Someone watching over me"

Feel free to listen these songs..=)

This Is Me- Demi Lovato

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you


I start listen this song since my Matriculation life ( one year ago)
I found this song in acoustic version in my best friend, June's phone
I like the acoustic version, it really touching me...
( I never watch the MV of this song before)

From my point of view,
This song is illustrate a quiet girl who not dare to voice up
One day, she just stand in front of people and say out who is her
She tell her dream to their with her strong courage and confidient
This song have sing out the voice inside her heart
And she find back herself at the end....

I like to this song because I think Im very quiet girl before ( Now sometimes also quite quiet)
No confident and no dare to voice up
This song inspire me to stand in front of people and say out my opinions
Another song is "Someone watching me"
This song is illustrate a girl who find back herself
She follow her heart and work hard to achieve her dream
There is a faith inside her heart and never give up
Go and check out the lyric
So impress me too...
There is something related within these two songs

If you always follow my blog,
You will realized that there is "Just listen" on the right hand side of my blog
It is playing my favourite songs..=)

Introduction

day 1 : your favorite song

day 2 : your favorite movie

day 3 : your idea for perfect first date

day 4 : your favorite photograph of your best friend

day 5 : a picture of something you want to do before you die

day 6 : a photo of an animal you'd love to keep as a pet 

day 7 : your dream wedding

day 8 : a song that match your mood

day 9 : a photo of the item you last purchased

day 10 : a photo of your favorite place to eat

day 11 : what's in your make up bag?

day 12 : your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is

day 13 : a picture of your favorite band or artist

day 14 : a tv show that you're currently addicted to

day 15 : something that you don't leave the house without

day 16 : a picture of someone who inspires you

day 17 : how you hope your future will be

day 18 : 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/ same sex

day 19 : a picture of something you want to do before you die

day 20 : the meaning behind your blog name

day 21 : a photo of something that makes you happy

day 22 : a letter to someone who hurt you recently

day 23 : 15 facts about you

day 24 : a photo of something that means a lot to you

day 25 : who are you ?

day 26 : a photo of somewhere you want to go

day 27 : what kind of person attracts you?

day 28 : in this past month, what have you learn?

day 29 : something that you could never get tired of doing

day 30 : a photograph of yourself today + three good things that happened in the past 30 days

My friend tagged me in his note titled:" 30 Days Blogging Challenge"
Yes, I decide to take this challenge
This is not because I want to post all these topics because my friend challenge me
Is because I believe I can know more myself through this 30 Days blogging challenge
Stay tune, guys...
Lets begin!! =D