Saturday, July 31, 2010

Failure in my first interview in university


Just last week i went to first interview for becoming the committee of accounting society...
Unfortunately, i just know that i eliminated...

This is my first interview in usm...
And i dont know how i feel now....
Just think that i am not good enough...

Before i know the result,
i still have a small ray of hope...
When others received the message they get the second interview,
i still hope that my handphone rings...

Waited awhile...
i totally know that i eliminated,
that time i really felt sad...
i just try to ask why dont just give me one chance...
Am i really the worse one??

Now i am in university,
after graduate,
I have to adapt myself to society,
I have interview to get my job,
no more practice there,
i know that chance waiting for no one...
Just like a competition,
who run faster, who will be the winner...

What i have to do now is...
Learn what i have to learn in university,
Learn from mistakes
Practice more...
That why i'm being here...

And i hope that i can do it...



Sunday, July 25, 2010

Simple


生活简单其实就是享受,
现代人因著太多外在的诱惑,
努力以物质富足来求得心灵寄托,
苦苦追求却始终不遇快乐天地,
汲汲营营却永远找不到平静的声音......

其实天堂就在心底的角落,
那角落只有在繁华落尽, 灯火阑珊处, 蓦然回首时才会发现,
而那抹平静的滋味,就是“简单”二字......

进入简单而知足的天堂,
细细品味人生的真谛之后,
你会发现—那无所求的简单境界就在自己的身边......


摘自某本书的简介



Monday, July 19, 2010

Friendship

This afternoon i just know a bad news...
My best friends, shan, kuen and fong have quarrel almost one month le...
I dont know about this because i'm now not at sandakan...
They also dont want to tell me what is going on...
I dont know what happen and i dont know how to help them..

All are my best friends...
We know each other almost 6 years le...
These six years, we hang out together, study together, go bc class together even i still remember we cheated during exam together...
These made our friendship become deeper
Before i go to penang, we still hang out yam cha...
Although we had quarrel before but not as serious as this time...
Who is true who is wrong...
I hope that you all can forgive each other..

Shan: Although you felt pain, disappointed and sad with Fong's behavior but please try to give her one more chance..
She is your best friend...
We have to forbearing and conciliatory each other
I hope this wednesday i will heard any good news from you...
I dont want our friendship breaks just because of this meaningless quarrel...



Sunday, July 18, 2010



Life is for laughing,
dancing, crying, wondering,
asking, searching, trying.


Life is for finding,
loving, losing, exploring,
daring, thinking, choosing.


Life is for sharing,
taking, giving, crating,
relating, being.


Life is for living



Tuesday, July 13, 2010

过客??

没想到自己在理大也有一星期多了...
才过orientation week不久,就要忙于贷学金的事情...
虽然得到的贷学金较少,但还是知足就好...

在orientation week里,让我最为难忘的就是三天两夜的生活营...
很幸运的, 我被派到去D Risa Impiana Campsite, Gerik, Perak...
在那无论上山下水都玩遍了, 成为我人生中难忘的经验...
但享受之后还得付出一点代价, 回到宿舍还要把一堆脏衣服给洗干净...

Orientation week里, 结识到蛮多的朋友...
但其实也不懂是朋友还是过客...
也许朋友关系只维持在那七天里, 回到平常生活中,大家也开始各忙各的,
有些甚至没再见过面了...

人生就是这样...
彼此都会有各奔东西的一天,
刚开始认识,大家都不知道几时是要离开...
有个人,我一直想找机会认识他...
可是都没一个好的机会和勇气..
就这样我们再也没见过面了...
他到底是我人生中的过客吗??
唯有让上天帮我安排吧...