找回你的初衷

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Have a doubt?

Everyone have their own perspectives towards others. There is no right or wrong until you approaches the person and knows he/she deeper.  
If the people clarified to you then what you can do is to believe it. 


What if you think the person is try to defend it?
Do you know why he/she wants to defend or even camouflages himself or herself?
It is because the person wants you to understand or believe him or her.


There will be only more judgments and misunderstandings appear if you don't believe in him/her.
I starts judge about your opinion and you starts judge back about me.
It will be endless and not healthy at all

What I believe is if you manage give a chance to believe the person, he or she is willing to show you more true side about himself or herself instead of make the final conclusion too early. 
So, why not try to believe it?  =)

Memorable Ending & Starting point

19 & 20 May 2012
I went to Kuala Lumpur for National Project Management Transition Camp by AIESEC in Malaysia.

One month ago, I already knew there will be the first project management transition camp in KL. 

That period actually is election of executive board term 2012/2013

I was doubting myself whether I'm qualified to go not since the camp was prepared for the elects

After hesitating for a long time, I decided to go.
I realized that no matter what is the election result, 

Whether I get elected or not. I still want to go to join the camp.

At the end, I didnt pass the vote of confident.

That time I did a lot of self-reflection and asked feedbacks from people around me.

I really appreciated their feedbacks that knock my head hardly

Suddenly, Yee Leng asked the current term to facilitate few session of the camp.

That time I was like " Die lo, need to become facilitator"

To be honest, I was lack of confident whether I capable or not.

But I felt like is this is the opportunity I need to step out

No confident then do it 

I set the expectation to myself is I want to be more socialize through this camp

I was so surprise that I did it! Haha. I was outspoken in the camp and made a lot of friends

The most important thing is the thing that I get is not only knowledge but also is the good starting point again for myself. 

A brand new me myself. I got back my confident. 

Out of my expectation, someone said thank you to me that she really learned a lot.

I was so happy people can learned something from me.

The satisfaction  was undescribable
Yes, you might feel like your knowledge is just so little 
But sharing what you know sometimes it is very meaningful or useful to others specially to people who learned something from you.

This year is the most challenging I faced. No matter how tough that I need to get over the hardship 

I am still remember all the great moments did happen. 
Watching new people is coming in to lead and old people is letting go what they are holding 
I feel reluctant because I will never meet them again
Perhaps one day we will meet each other... Just meet by chance