Crushing on someone

Few months ago, I attended a talk about communication.
The speaker pointed out one thing that I still remember until today.
Sometimes reality is a consciousness.
Like for example, when your friend told you that he bought a BMW. Then you start aware of the existence of BMW. Form that day onwards, when you drive along the highway, you realized that : "Ohh, quite a lot of people drive BMW."


Take another example, you cut your hand on a broken glass.
The wound is pain enough to make you suffering whole day
Your mood became down whole day because of the wound
Actually our mood is depend on what we pay attention with.
If you try to shift your attention by doing other things, probably you will forget the pain of wound.


It is same when you are crushing on someone
You will aware that the person always appear in front of you suddenly or purposely
In the crowd, you can found him/her out at one glance
Your eyes will awalys gaze at him/her
Although the person didnt know you or talk with you before
Although we are just staying in the same room, you also able to sense the existance of him/her
You even will do some action with hope that he/she will know your existence and pay attention toward you too.
Love is like discovery. Discover the person exist long time ago but you are not aware on it.

Love is in the air.♥ 
A lot of my friends are falling in love now. =) 

Mid Semester Break

Still have 2 more days my mid semester break gonna end
Ohh.. Just feel like one week holiday is toooo short
Wednesday was a public holiday and there was earthquake happened in Indonesia 
I can felt the tremor inside my room. That time I though there was construction near my hostel because the tremor like worker is piling. This was the first time I felt the tremor. Earth is giving a signal to us and hope the end of world wont happen. 


Yesterday finally went out and did some crazy stuff
Spent money that over my daily budget. (still feel guilty but is worth for it) I just took bus and went to shopping mall alone and enjoy my half day there. Bought my favorite rotiboy and red bean milk tea as my lunch.


It really felt good yesterday because I had utilized my student card by watching 3 movies costed me ONLY RM18! RM6 per movie is cheap enough for me. I watched 3 movies "The hunger game", " The war of Titans" and " Street Dance 2"  in row from 12pm until 6pm. Sound crazy right? 
Recently since when the semester break started, I keep watching dramas and movies inside my room. Then I went outside, again movie marathon. I wonder when I gonna stop addicted with it. -.- . A lot of assignments and midterm exam still waiting for me but the sense of urgency still not strong enough to motivate me open the book. 
After watched movies, I walked around shopping mall before I went back.Actually I plan to shop a lot of thing and I did come out a list-to-buy. But due to lack of time so I just desisted my mind. I only managed to buy some nail polish. I plan to do manicure for my nail before school is started. =) 


Second year in university is almost past half. I still havent get better in managing my study. I hope my academic result not getting worse because I need to go for internship in my third year. Entering big 4 is not easy, it is very competitive. Grade not ideal enough, the chance to get interview will be smaller. I just want to get a good experience for my internship. Pray hard that I can get the better result in this semester.