AUSMAN 2011/2012

Last friday went to AUSMAN (Award & Recognition Night for AIESEC in USM) 
The last gathering of all AIESECers in this term

There is a new batch of people is ready to lead the organisation 

Thank you, Exclusive Board,EB team 2011/2012
You all really did a good job
Yes, perhaps you not the best but you tried your best. 
I believe all the member look up to you all 
People may not understand why tears welled up in your eyes.
But I did because all along the journey I grew with you all 
From the beginning you all elected as EB team until lead the whole Local Committee, LC to end of the term
From not close with each other among the team until mix around together laugh and cry
The team bonding is strong enough until it hard to break

No matter what we do, where we go , and how different we change
We still can come together because of this organisation, AIESEC
The word AIESEC is not only the name of the organisation but it is more than that.



Congratulation! 
Wishes you all the best in future =) 

The outing

Yesterday is the peaceful day after one whole thesis week..

Saturday early in the morning still need to wake up and go attend replacement class

After the class, I was heading to Queenbay mall and enjoyed my luxury day out

I spent a lot there by watching movie "Marvel's The avenges", filling my stomach at SAKAE & Bread History and shopping

No list-to-do waiting for me and no rushing to anywhere

Hmmm.. After the luxury day out..

I realized one thing. I am not that happy or satisfy that I thought 

Is not worth for me to spend money going out alone and doing the thing I like

I think it will be more happier if I hang out with my friends
The time we so excited plan where we want to go,
The time we dress up nicely and prepare to go out,The time we having meal together,
The time we keep talking about the story line after watched a movie and
The time we were gossiping inside the car.

I will more enjoy such moments in the day.

Miss the moment like this

Most of the weekend, my friends are working part time job and dating. 

Is quite difficult we have the same leisure time to hang out recently.

Hope we can have a full day outing together in this semester..=) 

Grace or Miracle?

An airplane is falling down. Pilot is asking all the passengers to take the parachute under the seats.
A passenger start ask :"Pilot... Pilot... Do you have oxygen mask? I feel like I will suffocate when I jump out from the plane
Pilot answer :"No, I don't have. The parachute is sufficient enough for you to survive."
Then another passenger ask :"Pilot...Pilot... Do you have boots? I feel like I want to protect my leg so that no injury occur when I am landing to the ground."
Pilot answer :"No, I don't have. The parachute is sufficient enough for you to survive."
Next passenger ask pilot question again :"Pilot... Pilot... Do you have green color parachute? I will feel more peaceful because green color give me peace."
Pilot answer :"No, I don't have. The parachute is sufficient enough for you to survive."


Sometimes, when we want something, we always ask from God. 
"Please let miracle happen on me"
We pray so hard to ask God to give miracle.
However, when miracle not happen or you get not what you want,
you start complain God is unfair. 
"Why people can get what they want, but you didn't give me what I want?"
I did work very hard for it. Why? Why?  and Why?


Sometimes, grace is sufficient for you. May be God have another plan that even better than miracle. 
We just need to believe in Him


Sufficient grace is not for you to endure the pain that you need to handle for trying to accept what you lost. I might lost something right now, but I smile because I know that good thing is coming. 
A lady had a son who was suffering from disease long time ago and pass away at the end. The lady not understand why God want to take him away. Since her son is suffering  from disease, he had no any single friend because everyday he was laying on the bed. But many people go to the funeral service and commemorate him. At the end, she smile because she know the answer. Her son is rest in peace and free from suffering. She was crying for so long since her son sick. She know is time for her to smile. 


Sufficient grace for you is not a reason for you to have a bad attitude 
Like baby, when he/she does not get enough what he/she want, he/she will keep crying non-stop until he/she get it.
For example, I offer a job that which is not what I want. Then I will accept the offer but not willing to do the job. So, I have no heart in doing anything or even screw thing up. 


Try to appreciate what you own or what you have. 
Human still will be what human be
We may feel greedy or not satisfy and wish to ask for more and more when we gain something
We may be feel like want to give up when thing not go smooth on our way
We may try to be angry and do something stupid.


But  do still keep the faith, believe that God have plan on you and miracle will happen anytime. May be not now but in future.






Corinthians 12:9