Balance

Last night I just think about application for OCP of budaya or LOVE

What stuck in my mind is?

Can you really bear it?

You have to know that next semester is more busier

YES got three big projects to run...

Before you take part in other activities,

you have to make sure that you will do good jod in your own responsibility first

And most important is you need to compromise your study...

Honestly,

I still cant balance AIESEC and Accounting

I still not able to manage my time and stress well...

What situation I face I know myself...

Which I gonna put as my priority...

I only can say that is my study...

If you ask me which you more regret?

Get a bad result or not apply OCP?

My answer is result...

I dont want step up and go ahead but cant determine the way

I dont want I grab this opportunity but fall down

I dont want I take risk to lose something important when I try to gain the experience  

Still remember during MyOA

I heard a story is about...

On their life way,

People should not always keep an eye on the rocks that make them fall down

but have to enjoy every view they past in their journey...

However,

I dont want the thing that happen is,

When I look and enjoy the view on my way,

I fall down and injured

just because I doesnt realize that there is a big rock in front of me...

This experience will give me the impact to be more be careful and always keep an eye on the rocks... 

Seriously,

for the story that about you want to be the passenger that always sit behind and enjoy the journey or the driver that determine the way where you go and take responsible to others safety...

I can only say that before I start to take this responsibility to become a good driver 

I have to improve my driving skill,

make sure the condition of my car and engine is good,

make sure I know the way where I want to go but not no destination..

Future still a mystery ...

I still dont know my cup can fill the tea or not, or may be will spill from the cup

As an accountant student,

I know that Trial balance got two sides

Credit side and Debit side

Credit side is putting liabilities

and Debit side is putting assets

You have to know which one is your asset and

which one is your liability

Once you put the entries wrong 

Your trial balance will become not balance

A Rich Man's Lesson

Once a rich man took his son on a trip to the country with the purpose of showing him how poor people can be.

They spent a day and night in the farm of a poor family.

When they got home, the father asked the son.

"How was the trip?"

"Very good, Dad!"

"Did you see how poor people can be?" the father asked.

"Yeah!"

"And what did you learn?"

The son answered, "I saw that we have a dog at home, but they have four.

We have a pool that reaches to the middle of the garden,

But they have a creek that has no end.

We have imported lamps in the garden,

but they have the stars.

Our patio reaches to the front yard,

they have a whole horizon."

When the boy had finished, the father was speechless.

"Thanks Dad, for showing me how poor we are!"

Isn't it true that it all depends on how we look at things?

If you have love, friends, family, health, humor and a positive attitude towards life, you've got everything!

You can't buy any of these things.

You can have all the material possessions that you can imagine, provisions for the future, but if you are poor in spirit, you have nothing.

The right frame of mind envisions everything.

Be strong

I really tired...

Everyday i just try to sleep as late as possible

Why I want do that?

I often sleep lately because I think i will more happier compare to sleep earlier...

I dont want everytime I wake up and realized I sleep too much

Then I will start feel tension because I wasted my time or I didnt do anything last night...

I prefer to sleep late although it make me tired

Rather than I tension everytime i wake up

Rather than I blame myself sleep too much and do nothing

Better I become panda

At least I never regret...

Honestly, I still not able manage my time well...

I still cant make prefect for my time management become effective and efficient

My fault- lazy still not alter

I still cant complete what I do as fast as possible..

What often occur is suddenly so many things i havent to settle 

I will start tension

Like what happen right now

so many things i need to settle

Forum, presentation, JPA, JD,application hostel foe sem break

Final exam become closer and closer and I still not study...

Every time I almost cant bear it..

Every time appear an impulse to throw all the thing away...

Talk about stress...

Actually I still cant determine when I stress...

I still dont know what is stress

Am I stress now?

YES!!!

What can I say??

I think i only can say that I'm still learning

I still learn how to manage my time

I still learn how to control my emotional

I still learn how to overcome my stress

And

I still learn how to control my mind and my thinking

Still learn how to smile and hide my sadness

Still learn how to be strong and independent

Still learn how to motivate and heal myself

Bless me...Bless me.. Bless me

I have to pass all these challenges

This is a part of my life

"People cant help you,

you have solve yourself"

20th Birthday- A memorable birthday

♥六月记事本 ♥ A birthday girl [11.10.1990]

Thank you so much, June.

Actually I quite touched when i saw this post in your blog.

I knew that you really spent a lot your time to edit all these pictures...

Thank you all, Guys...

Nicholas, Sabrina, Jo Ee, Kay Chin, Ling Hong, Christine, Tien Hui, Yun Seh and last but not least boss Gene Harn ( unfortunately you were not in this picture)=C

Have a nice night with you all at Queenbay

Playing "guess guess" game in KFC 

( I still remember how Nicholas laugh that time)XD

Sharing first impression of each other

Watched a meaningful movie, " Eat Pray Love"

 

These three guys are my buddies in USM

Xue Yen, Kevin and June

Thank you for helping me celebrate my 20th birthday

And always stay beside me

when i'm happy and sad

Forgive me what i did wrong or make you all disappointed

Friendship forever

Lastly, thank others for their wishes too

p/s:

actuallay this is my first time so many friends celebrated with me and wished me

All new friends=D

At least not a lonely birthday

And I wont forget my family

miss them so much

( second year cant gather with my family in my birthday)

and

My best friends, Pui Shan, Suk Kuen and Nyek Fong at my hometown too

今天的我

再一次...
我再一次在别人面前掉泪...

一个糟糕的早上...
昨天睡过头了,
原本应该凌晨起床的我
再一次睡过头了...

能有一个充足的睡眠其实是我梦寐以求的..
但睡太饱反而让我醒来的时候,
就叹息怎么又睡迟了...
变得更神经质的紧张
是压力吗?
让我再一次感叹我浪费了一个晚上的时间...
也只能怪自己...

在早课之前,
因为无法拨通的电话...
开始紧张该怎么办好
出门前,
看到她还在做其他东西
是因为已经迟到的关系吗?
还是讨厌等待...
开始出现无名火

在巴士里,
接到一通电话
因为太吵听不到的关系
对朋友发了脾气...
我从来没对我朋友这样过 补牙原定时间因为不明的原因
被迫要换去我生日当天
心想早知道酱麻烦就不应该去...


接完那通电话之后
心烦的我再一次感叹一个糟糕的早上
眼泪又不由自主地流下来..
真是的...
给我的朋友看见了...

当时真的不想上课
宁愿躲在厕所里哭也好...
给我朋友看见我哭
让我更怪我自己让别人看见我脆弱的时候
朋友开始慰问我
更让我不能克制我的眼泪留出来

为什么要流泪呢?
可能感觉有点无助吧...
开始觉得我其实很没用
我真的宁愿一个人默默躲着哭
也不能让别人看见
就算再糟糕的时候
哭永远不可以是我做的
很讨厌我再一次不受控制...

Questions

Today 1-10-2010

A new month...

No more mid-term exam but final exam coming soon

All assingmnets settled, just one more left

( Management Accounting)

October is a special month,

and i hope that got special and happy things happen to me...^^

Exciting.. XD

Just went to Bali Bali with June

and called our friend in matriculation, Lilian.

Suddenly talked about the difference between matriculation life and usm life...

Big argument between us was about facebook

Why in university not enough time?

Most of the time we just facebooking...

During matriculation no facebook

and here we on facebook every day

My friend ask me:"why you want to facebooking every day?"

I want to express something ma

"Why matriculation you can live without facebook but now cant"

Speechless....

Really... Why I have to on facebook every day?

If talk about express, how you express in matriculation

Speechless again...

Ya.. Why?

Another thing made me doubt

Am I a brief enthusiastic person?

Everytime I got motivation to work hard suddenly

but this passion only kept awhile then gone again...

Everytime I post in my blog is to motivate myself

But it just worked for awhile

Then no more motivation again....

Why?

Am I really need someone to push and remind or even scold me?

*Ohh  no... I saw my biggest weakness
Just want to change but not change