Be strong

I really tired...

Everyday i just try to sleep as late as possible

Why I want do that?

I often sleep lately because I think i will more happier compare to sleep earlier...

I dont want everytime I wake up and realized I sleep too much

Then I will start feel tension because I wasted my time or I didnt do anything last night...

I prefer to sleep late although it make me tired

Rather than I tension everytime i wake up

Rather than I blame myself sleep too much and do nothing

Better I become panda

At least I never regret...

Honestly, I still not able manage my time well...

I still cant make prefect for my time management become effective and efficient

My fault- lazy still not alter

I still cant complete what I do as fast as possible..

What often occur is suddenly so many things i havent to settle 

I will start tension

Like what happen right now

so many things i need to settle

Forum, presentation, JPA, JD,application hostel foe sem break

Final exam become closer and closer and I still not study...

Every time I almost cant bear it..

Every time appear an impulse to throw all the thing away...

Talk about stress...

Actually I still cant determine when I stress...

I still dont know what is stress

Am I stress now?

YES!!!

What can I say??

I think i only can say that I'm still learning

I still learn how to manage my time

I still learn how to control my emotional

I still learn how to overcome my stress

And

I still learn how to control my mind and my thinking

Still learn how to smile and hide my sadness

Still learn how to be strong and independent

Still learn how to motivate and heal myself

Bless me...Bless me.. Bless me

I have to pass all these challenges

This is a part of my life

"People cant help you,

you have solve yourself"