Trust, Respect and Forgiveness

What do think as a family member and friend?


Now I already 20 years old 
and I dont want to be a load for my family...
I hope that my family will proud for me but not always worry me
Honestly, I'm not try to escape from  my family 
I lie just because I dont want my family worry about me
Still remember when I under emo and stress
My mum called me
She asked me a question 
"Are you happy there and dont hide...Just tell me..."
And that time I said everything is ok...
I hided my emotion and I lied to them 
Because it is enough to know that your parent care you
and you no need to make them worry about you


However, sometimes when they ask me..I can only say the truth
When you face problem and you tell your family
Just like you give them load and they worry you
Feel very useless
Just like I'm working part-time now..
Although my parent nagging me..
But I just convince them so that they not worry about me
I chose to tell them because I cant lie this from them and they have to know this...


Friend also like that...
you know when I face serious problem and try to ask someone for help
I really consider a long time before I ask
I dont want to be a problem to my friend
When friend help you impatiently at least he or she willing to help
But please dont promise me that you will help me but you wont
I asked twice but you still not help me
Seem that its not important to you
Fine but You know I just like an idiot... 
You just give me hope but it hurts me at the end
I would rather you tell me you cant help me.. I accept 
And my friend ask me anything  for help 
I will try my best to help
It is hard to say No (for me)
Ok... I admit im very soft-hearted 
But dont think that i'm kind...
Just because you  are my friend


Trust and respect is very important in my friendship
If you ask, I will tell you the truth
But sometimes its really my privacy 
Sorry I cant tell you and you have to respect my chose 
and it is very dangerous sometimes talking about other people( gossip)
Try to think the effect before you say it out
When people trust about you and tell you the secret
Please appreciate that your friend trust you by keep this secret
Friendship is too important to me
But I really really hate people lie to me
You not honest because you dont trust me
Once you break the friendship, you cant go back anymore
Because there is a rift forever in case it is unforgivable


Forgiveness also very important
when your friend hurts you, please try to forgive he or she
If you cant forgive, you will lose the trust
It is meaningless if no trust and forgiveness in friendship
At least when you know your friend hurt you and you know the truth
It is one of the chance to know more about your friend
Is it a true friend when you accept how your friend is and forgive them when they hurt you...