Christmas gift

Merry Christmas to all of you...=)

Long time didnt update already...

Still go many drafts in my blog that didnt post yet..

All about my MyLDS trip...

Never mind, I will post it late...

24th is Christmas Eve and my First semester result also out on that day...

Guess what pointer I got???

I got 3.07... 2 A-, 3 B & 2 B-

Sound not bad but I still not satisfied what I got..

Yup, Im the one who like to compare with each other...

Seriously, my level still so difference with my friend

My friend much better than me...=)

At the begining,  I feel upset that I got 3.07

At the dangerous line, almost not more than 3.00..sigh~

And I is far and far from the pointer that I "wished"

I just dream that I can get 3.5 but reality I knew that I not did well in first sems

But all is expected...

I knew that first sems I really played a lot, became lazy and didnt focus in my study

Every time after the things happened  always tell myself I can do more better actually

But I always not prove it in action

Even thought I always compare to my friend

How they hardworking than me

and how much they smarter than me...

I always think that Im the weakest among them 

In fact, Im still weaker than them 

But what I proud of myself is I joined AIESEC and become AIESECer

First sems I grew with AIESEC experience

This is what is different from others..=)

And that day also, I decided to buy a new laptop for myself...

Because I got the allowance from JPA already..=)

After I got my result... I start asked myself...

People will but a gift for themselves as a reward when they achieved their goal

But I failed to achieved my goal

Why I still want to buy the laptop???

I still cant 100% convince myself...

And I quite surprised that my mum didnt say any thing when I told her my result

She just asked me are you satisfied what you get?

And at the same time I just got the permission to buy the new laptop from my parent

Last night I just asked my mum and my mum said go and ask your dad

But glad that my dad agree... And gave me some advises...

This is my special christmas gift

How about you?? =)