Executive Board Application

Finally I sent my application form for Executive Board AIESEC Year 2011/2012
Seriously, I not satisfied for my application
At the beginning, I already made a big mistake
This mistake REALLY is a big mistake
I didnt read the instruction clearly
This is a common sense from primary school
During exam, teacher always said read true the instructions


But I made this mistake again.
The question only request to answer the top choice 
And I answered the questions for my 3 choices...-.-
Sigh~
I wasted my time...
I used my time to answer the questions that unnecessary and not familiar for me


When I wished to send 
I read through the instruction again 
Then I just realized it.
That time I really fell down....


All those questions I really spent much time to answer it
Actually If I just focus on my top choice
I can answer much more better on it.
I just came out the plans hasty
And If I got more time to think, I know that I can came out a better plans
However, in reality, No IF...


Last night I really stress to answer all those question
I ran out of idea to answer it
After 12am I already lost myself.
Time sent the application form is related to the impression you gave to interviewer
Although I really dont know the detail about it
But I promise to send it as early as possible


Thinking too much always is my weakness
I started care about others people
I kept in mind that I will be the last one send the form that time
I started blame myself that I should start to fill the application early 
but not last minute 


Fortunately, a friend asked my about my application
And I kept blaming myself and I kept telling him I will be the last one
That time I really want to cry already because I still got a lot of questions need to answer
He just told me take my time to answer it
Dont caring others but caring your own application
A short conversation can made me wake up


thank him inspired and encouraged me when i felt sad... 
When I low power, thanks for giving me power to move forward.. 
Thanks for remind me what is the most important thing.. 
Thank you so much for everything.... 
So luckily you're there..