Last night heard a good news from my friend...
There are two or three people offered to go abroad gain knowledge and experience for free
100% can go abroad for free
Just give the names who want to go
Even interview also given tips

The first come out my mind is
The first people sure is the one tell me the news
I want be one of the two people too
Means two of us at the safety zone
However, there is five or six people wish to go abroad too

My friend just told the others
Dont know why after I saw their expressions
My mind changed already
I can sensed they all start worry they cant get the chance to go abroad
I feel their sad face tell me that I dont have the chance already

Should I give the chance to others?
Should I just use my ability to go through interviews and get the chance to go abroad
but not through the supporter
People need the chance too...

But if you fail the interview
You will miss the chance to go abroad and learn
Or perhaps no next chance already
You will be the one who bless the people who can go abroad
And look them go abroad only...

Human also have their own greedy side
Everyone wish they can be the one who success
If I said I have grab enough opportunity already
Is time to give the chance to others
I will think the opportunity i get so far is not enough
And I cant release because this is the good chance ever in my life
However, I just feel sorry to my friends who cant get the chance if Im the one who can go

Now I am agonizing...>.<