Wednesday, March 30, 2011

The beginning

There is another story start on my life and make my life more colorful and meaningful
The story is a girl become an organizing committee president( OCP)
That's me.. Currently take position in OCP for YES Conference...
I still remember during my sems break last year, November
That time open application to all AIESECer...
But only me and one of my friend submitted the form

What I feel or why I applied for OCP??
The me that time is I think need to learn more and improve myself
Try to get opportunity that in front of me and dont miss this chances

I started fill the form in AIESEC house
The day before went to Johor
On the way inside the bus,
I just keep thinking the question that I havent answer
I still remember that time I submitted my form at Starbucks, Jusco, Johor
That time is the day before Pre-MyLDS
ans also the last day of the application
So excited...

However, during the second day of Pre-MyLDS if i not mistaken
I was super nervous..
That night have a interview for OCP
When I waiting outside the door...
I just tried to cool down myself and took a depth depth breath and went inside

During that interview,
there had three interviewers and two observers
I not felt nervous anymore because the interviewers were kind
I still remember one feedback of my interview.
I took too much time to think... LOL

Then,
One day in MyLDS
My big boss, Nicholas, he want to meet me
He told me OCP responsible and what thing have to bare in mind
What challenge a OCP will face
He just ask whether Im ready to take this responsible or not
Just give me some time to think

During the MyLDS is on going,
I never worry this question
Perhaps that time I already made the decision
I want it

Lunch time I need to give the answer
That time I just faced in front and say YES with Nicholas
The way I said it out is just like
A bride say I do in front of God, priest, bridegroom, relatives and friends
witness and keep the promise
The feeling is so strong and sure that I want it
A smile just appear on my face and cant hide it..=)

I always remember what I wrote in the application form
Every time I am the one who enjoy a conference,
is time for me to process it.
I want to lead a team to organize it successfully
Conference is just a result, I never know how best is it if I not the one organize it
This is what I wrote inside the form

Conference just like a cake
Organizing a conference is the process for you to make a cake
You need to prepare well all the material
How to mix the flour, water, egg and sugar?
How to allocate the rate in mixing the material
What is the flovouring and decoration that you want
How the looking and the taste of the cake is depend on the making of the cake
You want people feel your heart when they try your cake,
know how much effort you put on the cake
You have to keep the passion, do your best and keep try error
My goal is become a good baker and I wish to open a bakery house in future
This is a good opportunity for me to practice and become a good baker

Thats it why I never give up and keep passion on it
Perhaps one day you will feel failure or low motivation
But the spirit is till there and wont die
That period is just the time you bare in mind that
you want it badly and cant give up just because you face some obstacles that you need to cross over

" If you're walking down the right part and you're willing to keep walking,
eventually you'll make the progress."
This is the quote that I always see below the application form

What is the quote that I always believe now?
"Faith is taking the first step even when you dont see the whole staircase." -Martin Luther King, Jr.
This is the faith I always keep in mind..=)






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