The one I told them I wont have a secret and I think I can share because I trust them
However, others people secret I wont tell others
I always keep my promise to the one who willing to told me
Because they trust me
This is the faith I always believe and keep it
Promise always very important for me
When third party ask me
" Do you tell anyone else"
That time I try to think and think very hard, again and again
" Who else I told them?"
And I surely answer the third party
"No one"
The moment the third party told me that the one who tell them is
The one who I not aware on
The one I truly believe in
I quite a bit shocked
Suddenly I think that am I over trust a person
Is it I dont have any awareness to the person that I think I close with?
The one who ask me to keep the secret is the one who tell my stuff to others
How fool I am...
I dont blame anyone but I blame myself
Not because I over trust a person
Is because I make the misunderstanding become deeper
I make the conflict among them become deeper
That's my fault
All the time I try to convince them to try to know more about each other
I just hope that they change their perspective to the person and can getting better
But I did a thing that just make the situation become worse
At the same time, I just hurt a innocent person that didnt know anything
The person shouldnt involve in this conflict
I might be make others misunderstanding the person who innocent
I feel guilty...
I feel sorry to the person who dont know I hurt him or her
Believe really hide a lie inside there
Promise also hide a mis inside
I should aware on it
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