Suitable or not?

Recently my friend posted that she just found that she not suitable in accounting filed.

The first question came out from my mind is "Are you? Ya.. Perhaps you are"

Then, my turn, I asked myself:"Am I suitable to study accounting?"

Few days ago, my friend asked me again:" Do you want to change your course next term?"

I still can change course after one year, I still can study other course, is not too late...

Another question pop out in my mind:" Am I want to change course?"

No, my answer is "No"

From the first day I chose account I already make my final decision...

It wont change unless I really cant keep going anymore...

I admit that Im not like accounting but I also not hate it...

Ok, I didnt get good result in this field too...

But that's not mean that I have to change to another course to ensure I can score higher and easier

Or change to another course that I "think" I interested

What I can say is I just not put effort on it...

One thing you can say that Im afraid

Afraid for what?

I afraid when I change another course I need to adapt it again...

Each field have each difficult part...

No, actually I afraid to change and I will be regret at the end

I cant take risk to change my course...

Too risky for this bet.. I not dare to lose it 

When people said they changed their field to work after graduated...

I can understand because that is not they want

One different is you change field before graduated or after...

I prefer after because from my opinion I have a certificate on my hand

I can do anything without worry...

When I fail, I still can go back...

At least, accounting is a professional job..

When you ask Am I suitable?

I can say no answer for suitable or not

We never suitable if you dont want it...

Since we born, we never ask ourselves are we suitable to born at here

Is it suitable for me to this school or what

However, when we grow up, we start think by ourselves and go our way...

One thing I realized is since I born

I never thought to change my way or ask myself suitable or not..

But I just keep walking until here without realizing 

Is it good? 

Yea, so far and so good...

I know what I want and I know what I interested...

Is not same... 

There is no right or wrong

God had plan everything for us...

Faith always is a good answer...

You believe then you can..=)